Homeward Bound

Oh my goodness! I can't believe that I start school next Tuesday! Too crazy. I am super nervous about being back home and in school. I'm excited to be around my family again, but sad that I have to leave Joe for four months. I know it's not long, (we lived apart for nine months before we got married) but still. I know it's for the best and he'll be home soon. I can't wait to start learning again. I know I've done some here, but just the school setting is my comfort zone for learning. I've spent most of my life in a classroom, so I guess that's home for me!! I register for Fall semester tomorrow, turn in my graduation application on June 1st, then on I go until graduation (hopefully) on December 18-19!! I'm anticipating that as my Christmas gift to myself. I think then I'll feel like an adult! I never really feel like a "grown-up". Even though I'm married, have a job, have gone to college and all that jazz. I still feel like that little curly haired kid standing in front of JSU Preschool with Mom thinking can I do this? I know I can, but it's just stepping into the unknown that frightens me. I have really never been comfortable doing things that I don't know the outcome. I do them anyway, because it's the right thing to do, but not really knowing how I'm going to feel or if I'll finish or will I get a job. Gosh, being an adult is such hard work. I spent my whole life working towards being that adult, that I never really feel like. Oh well, maybe one day it will hit me that I'm that responsible adult I always claimed I was. See you guys on Monday!!